NERVES:  A POSITIVE POP MIX 4 THE ANXIOUS

NERVES: A POSITIVE POP MIX 4 THE ANXIOUS

NERVES: A POSITIVE POP MIX 4 THE ANXIOUS

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I am my anxiety, my anxiety is me. I live my every day burdened and bolstered by it. It tells me no one loves me and it embraces me when no does. It whispers that I’m never good enough and it spurs me to never not be. My mind is a circular gunshot squad, nerves shooting equal parts admonishment and attacks. And like Raleigh Ritchie, here in this mix, I don’t human right. According to you. And all the people who like to tell me I never come out quite to their liking. And then my neurons which swallow that up, repeat inside me until I punch back. But music is the only way I know that gives me a single road out my mind. And so I made this positive pop mix in case you have a case of the nerves, whether you’re enemies or allies that day with them.
PLAYLIST AT MY SOUNDCLOUD / YOUTUBE. IMAGE EDITED BY KAVI SUMUD (ORIGINALLY MYKKI BLANCO)


LISTEN CAREFULLY TO THE SOUND
OF YOUR LONELINESS
LIKE A HEARTBEAT DRIVES YOU MAD
IN THE STILLNESS OF REMEMBERING
WHAT YOU HAD, WHAT YOU LOST,
WHAT YOU HAD, AND WHAT YOU LOST





I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF GIANT BOULDERS
KEEP HOLDIN’ ME DOWN AND I HATE THIS FEELIN’
YOU’RE TOO SUPERTITIOUS,
LOST INSIDE AND CHAINED UP
BLINDED BY THE FIGHT IN YOUR DARKNESS





I GOT KNOTS ALL UP IN MY CHEST
JUST KNOW, I’M TRYING MY BEST
AND NOW I’M SAD
AND I’M A MESS





SO LET ME SPEAK MY MIND
AT LEAST LET ME TRY
YEAH, LET ME SPEAK MY MIND
I’VE LET YOU DO THE SAME ABOUT A MILLION TIMES
MY NERVES ARE WEARING
DOWN TO THE THINNEST WIRE
YOU ONLY HEAR ME OUT WHEN
I’M PREACHING TO THE CHOIR





SWIMMING AGAINST THE CURRENT
AM I WRONG?
CAN YOU SHOW ME A WARRANT
HONESTLY, I’M A BOMB
ABHORRENT
I’M ON IT, I GET IT, I’VE GOT IT
I WANNA BE 10 AGAIN, JUST ME AND SONIC
AND NOBODY TELLING ME
I SHOULD BE MORE THAN I AM






THE MORNINGS ARE GETTING HARDER
AND MY NIGHTS, THEY AREN’T SO PURE NO MORE
I’M GETTING SICK AND TIRED
OF BEING SICK AND TIRED
I’LL TAKE CONTROL, I SWEAR





I GOTTA FEELING THAT WE’RE FREE
AND IT’S OVER MY DEAD BODY
IF YOU WANNA KNOW ME
NEVER GONNA OWN ME
I GOTTA FEELING THAT WE’RE GOOD
WE DID ALL THAT WE COULD
WE DID ALL THAT WE CAN




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Kavi Senior Editor. Currently based in Bangkok. I review dark indietronica/pop with my signature style of delving into the sexuality, sensuality and emotionality of every song. If you'd like me to premiere your track, contact me at the email below or at soundcloud.com/discordbeing