[CHILL TRAP] ALESSIA CARA – HERE (LUCIAN REMIX) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
I’d rather be at home.
All by myself.
It’s a funny thing. Feeling.
Feeling uncomfortable in a place where people are searching for comfort.
Feeling unappreciated in a place where people are searching for appreciation.
Feeling antisocial in a place where people go to feel social.
Discovering a message. A meaning. An essence. It’s inevitable to my existence to find the reasoning. Where there’s reason that’s unable to resonate with my own intentions I find it hard to hide my uncomfortable, obstinate nature.
Sitting in a cloud of self-reflection is appealing in a way that sitting in a cloud of socialization never could be. An outgoing introvert. A timid extrovert. These traits make it difficult to express what’s going on inside the intellectual melon with oversized ideas attached to my body.
An unimpressionable young one capable of creating impressions that last with the seasons in your mind with an unlikely chance of escape. She made sure they lasted. She made sure you were listening. She made sure you wouldn’t forget those little quirks that would collectively create an impression of who.she.was.
And I know you mean only the best
And your intentions aren’t to bother me
Don’t take it as a literal definition of my feelings about you. Not many can really discover what I mean. I don’t even know what I mean. Think less. Feel more. Have dreams. Follow dreams.
Always ask yourself. What are you doing here?