DAYS 49 – 71

I’m heart un-coordinated. I trip over my veins and arteries like my words. But I dance, I make sounds when I human because I know one day I’ll be articulate again. Aspirate all the right words and be the body that attracts you. One day I’ll human as I wanna, as soon as I stop bruising my own head on the same walls. Until then, here’s 23 steps in the right direction.

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/ DAY 49 /

IN THE GROUND, WE BURY
ALL THE THINGS WE CARRIED
NOW WE’RE DOWN TO OUR BARE FEET

/ DAY 50 /

CAN’T KEEP MY HANDS TO MYSELF
THINK I’LL DUST THEM OFF
PUT EM BACK ON THE SHELF

/ DAY 51 /

IF YOU KEEP LOOKING BACK IN TIME
YOU ARE GONNA LOSE YOUR MIND
BECAUSE EVERYTHING’S IN FRONT OF YOU

/ DAY 52 /

THERE’S BEEN TIMES THAT
I DIDN’T THINK I COULD LAST LONG
BUT NOW I THINK I’M ABLE TO CARRY ON

/ DAY 53 /

CHANGE IS GONNA COME
YOU BETTER DANCE ON IT

/ DAY 54 /

GOTTA RUN, GOTTA RUN, GOTTA RUN
MAKE IT OR DIE

/ DAY 55 /

YOUR SPINE SITTING UP A LITTLE STRAIGHTER
WHEN YOUR EYES LOCK ONTO MINE
AND I THINK I KNOW WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND

/ DAY 56 /

I DON’T CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS
HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN HERE
MY TIME IS MESSED UP
AND I’M SAT HERE, HOPING MY DREAMS COME TRUE

/ DAY 57 /

YOU KNOW YOU WANT MORE, LET’S BE REAL
YOU MAKE ME MAD AND YOU KNOW IT
YOU DON’T KNOW WHERE I’VE BEEN

/ DAY 58 /

I’M CHOKING ON BREATH I CAN’T CATCH
IT’S ALL I CAN DO
I CAN’T STAND TO LOSE

/ DAY 59 /

STAYING ON MY TOES FOR SO LONG
FEEL LIKE MY SKIN GONNA FADE
USED TO RUN AWAY FROM THE PRESSURE

/ DAY 60/

WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT YOURSELF?

/ DAY 61/

I DON’T GET NO KICKS FROM COMPLAINING
HOW WILL WE EVER GET BY?
GUESS WE WON’T KNOW TILL WE TRY

/ DAY 62 /

I SPEND ALL DAY TRYING TO BE OK
BUT OK COMES AND GOES

/ DAY 63 /

SHADOW, TAKE ME DOWN WITH YOU
FOR THE LAST TIME

/ DAY 64 /

THIS MUSIC GIVES TO ME AN EMOTION
I’M SO ALIVE

/ DAY 65 /

YOU DESIGNED ALL THE LINES
AND PROTECT ALL THE LIES
ERASE THE NIGHT

/ DAY 66 /

I NEED TO BREAK FREE FROM A MEMORY
MAKE IT TWO, NO THREE
TEACH ME HOW TO FORGET

/ DAY 67 /

AND THERE’S A REASON
I WAKE UP ALONE IN STRANGE PLACES
A REASON I SEE MYSELF IN A MILLION FACES
SO COME ON, MOTHERFUCKER, YOU SURVIVED
YOU GOTTA GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK

/ DAY 68 /

LOST MYSELF, I WANT TO BELONG
TIRED OF BEING A STRANGER TO MYSELF

/ DAY 69 /

AND IT’S OVER, IT’S OVER
COME OVER HERE AND SIT NEXT TO ME
I’LL TAKE YOU HIGHER

/ DAY 70 /

GET UP, GET UP TONIGHT
I’LL BE THE ONE TO SHOW YOU YOUR BRIGHTSIDE

/ DAY 71 /

WE’RE STARTING NEW, LETTING LOOSE
YOU’RE DANCING JUST TO BE COOL

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